Today is the first day of the rest of my life.
Goodbye yesterday and hello tomorrow. I need to stop thinking about the past and just move on. To be exretemely and truly honest, it’s the hardest thing in the world. But I have to try and live my life, with or without my guardian angel.No, you wouldn’t get it. For the last 9 months or so, I’ve been struggling to fight this thing that I’ve been feeling. I don’t know, it just never really went away, it’s just discrete… I guess. I mean, it fades, comes back and it turns to hate but come backs to compassion again. There are people in my life, who make me think it’s gone away, there are people who have changed my life for the better, like my amazing boyfriend jacob, but it hasn’t really left, and it hurts, but at the moment is blazing more than ever, and i just wish it would fade.
