May 2009
13 posts
she had the most amazing smile
with eyes like sunsets. i’m falling in love, but i’m falling apart, i need to find my way back to the start, let me find my way back into your arms..
Sometimes I wonder why I’m still waiting. Sometimes I’m shaking, that’s how you make me. Sometimes I question why I’m still here. Sometimes I think I’m going crazy.
Can you help me out next time?
“And now you wish that you meant something
And now you wish that you meant...”
– Escape the fate
I’m taking time from everything, just to be the girl that you want me to be. You just seem to want me to yourself. I can see it from your selfish place, on my own way. Can you hear my symphony? Coming at you in the form of sympathy tonight I know it’s too late to crawl back to you, but I’m feeling so alone. And everything about the way I do, the things I do, drives you crazy. I don’t think he...
“Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius, and it’s better to be...”
– -Marilyn Monroe
You seem like Mr Perfect.
Why don’t you drive over and pick me up?
I’ll wear my best outfit. People might compliment ourchocolate and vanilla skin and how it looks so good together mixed in. ‘Cuz without you my flavor’s a little plain and No one likes plain things.I wanna walk to your house ‘cuz you’re just up the street and seeing you in person’s so much...
A little trust..
would be nice, Why has everyone lost faith in me? Why do i feel like some kind of evil burdon? why do i feel like im hurting everyone?
am i not good enough for you anymore? is that it?
i love you, please dont ever let it slip your mind, even for a second.
i’d shoot myself if i ever stopped thinking about you.
Today is the first day of the rest of my life.
Goodbye yesterday and hello tomorrow. I need to stop thinking about the past and just move on. To be exretemely and truly honest, it’s the hardest thing in the world. But I have to try and live my life, with or without my guardian angel.No, you wouldn’t get it.
For the last 9 months or so, I’ve been struggling to fight this thing that I’ve been feeling. I don’t...
i love you,
i hope thats still enough.
we can hide every day, and wait until the world goes away.
wouldnt that be nice,
you drive me crazy, you turn my whole world upside down.
and just like sunshine i hold you, and i light up too.
its okay, i understand, im not her
April 2009
18 posts
Could it be the little wrinkle over your nose When you make your angry face ? That makes me wanna just take off all your clothes And sex you all over the place. Could it be the lil’ way you storm around That makes me wanna tear you down ?
Everyone is walking at such a fast pace, slow down, i have small legs.
dont leave me behind.
i want to yell, i want to scream, i want throw things, i want to hit you, i want you to come back right now, so i can give you a piece of my mind, thats what you get when you leave, come back, right now.
sometimes love comes around, and it knocks you down, just get back up.
easier said than done,
i feel like no one can relate, and i feel like i’m all alone, even though i know im not.
im drifting from everyone who ever mattered, and i promised myself this would never happen again.
take it home.
baby, let down your guard, just one tase, i cant get enough.
ease the pain.
even a little?
i wish i didnt have to say goodbye, but i know it’s for the best, your just going to keep bringing me down, your just going to keep making me cry, the same old tears. i cant even begin to start counting the tears i’ve wasted on your pathetic words, and as much as i love you, i know its time to let go, i have to get my feet back on the ground, and learn to walk on my...
Better with you..
So maybe I’ve got a lot to learn. Or maybe I’m just hangin’ on my words. Maybe it’s not a big concern. But, if I raise my hand will I understand why I’m better with you?
i believe you, oh and i need you.
Lie to me, one last time..
Please,dont.
Well, think about it, underlying pain is much the same as a dog bite. When you reach out to pet a pitbull, whats your first fear? That he’s going to bite you. It’s just like that with people. Once you’ve been bit, you’re always going to be afraid of it happening again.
Do you want to run away together? i would say it was your best line ever, too bad i fell for it….
I found you, and then i lost you, because you were thinking only with your dick, and not of me. I gave you all that love, and i get that in return. You cast the biggest spell over me, and i know if it were anyone else, i would never forgive, but it was you, and you, right now, are the most...
i love how your always there, your always there to slap some sense into me, to catch me, to let me breathe, and to even let me break down, and you understand it all, every single bit, you’ve been through it, and you the best advice, the way you speak so clearly, so full of truth, you’d never lie to me, and i respect you, and i love you, please dont ever walk out of my life, because...
we think we need so many useless things, when all we really need is time to breathe.
why
its hard to believe your life can come crashing down, in just one moment, one moment where you loose the only man, who ever really loved you for you, who would look at you, and think you were the most beautiful girl alive, daddies little girl. That man, who would tuck you i at night, read you stories, and hold you so tight when you had a bad dream, wipe your tears away, and make sure you, never...
“I’d never seen anything so perfect. I remember thinking that I had to have you, or I’ll die. And then you whispered that you loved me at the homecoming dance and I felt so peaceful and safe because I knew that no matter what happens, from that day on, nothing could ever be that bad, because I had you. And then I grew up and lost my way. And I blamed you for my failures. And I know that you...
ashtonpharr
i dont think i can really understand what goes through his head sometimes, he has me so confused, but it really is just one of the many reasons, i’ve found myself, head over heels for you. You make me want to just jump inside you head, so i know what to do, and what not to do. and i know i aggrivate you, so, so much but i dont mean to, you really dont get how i feel about you, its almost...
“I know that when you’re young, it feels like everyday the world is going to end, but it’s not. One day you’ll find a boy who will treat you exactly how you deserve to be treated, who thinks that the sun rises and sets with you”
Zac Efron, 17 again.